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Man,
i like haven't updated this since the summer.
And like thats just wayyyy too long to go.
I guess i've been busy with being sick, friend shit, and the boyfriend.
But eh, now i've got more free time.
Plus i really need to spend less time on myspace.
I'm becoming addicted and that's really not good.
its actually like really bad.
i need help.
lol.
yeaah so that's pretty much it.
i'll mostlikely update later since i have nothing to say about my not so exciting weekend.
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[05 Sep 2005|07:16pm] |
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So today was fun. I finished my summer reading, finally. But Sam and I went to the mall, did some major shopping, we were sick of our images so we bought some new back to school fashions. ha ha ha. It was fun though because Sam and i got to talk and hang out and talk about Aaron, which i will actually talk about since i'm the "other woman" in the relationship. ha ha. But it was nice. Ohh we dyed Sam's hair. it looks really really really pretty. And we touched up mine. It looks black when it's wet. It's just soo dark. ahh i love it.
So i'm excited for school. It starts tomorrow. Ahhh. The only problem is how i'm going to get my goalie stuff to school. hmmmmm.
I guess i will see you all tomorrow. back to Roswell. byeee
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[05 Sep 2005|07:52am] |
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i dyed my hair. its dark brown and i really like it. wheewhoo.
So yesterday Tina and I walked around Ramsey waiting for Sam and Brian. It was quite silly. We went into random places and got candy and got looks from strange guys. that was silly. But oh my god. Wedding Crashers was such a funny movie. Brian and I we're laughing hysterically, Sam was laughing but not loudly and Christina was waiting for Justin to call, but was laughing too. Hell, we were all laughing, it was great.
So i have to finish my summer reading but i fucking can't. like my brain is empty and i have no clue how to do it. fuck fuck fuck.
Ok so i've been up since 6. this sucks.
i have nothing else to write. bye.
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Why is it that a person can have all they could possiblely want and still want more? Are people just always going to be unhappy with life? Its not enough to have more than most people in the world, but we're all still not happy with it. Everyone is just lonely. Even if they say they aren't. Its quite impossible to happy with every single detail in one's life. Am I correct in saying this or am I wrong? I don't think I am wrong. I believe that I have a great life at the moment but of course there is something missing. I don't want to be one of those girls who can't possiblely get through without a guy in their life, but having one seems to make things easier. Seeing the world through rose colored glasses. Or maybe I'm just lonely. Who knows. I sure don't.
So I was thinking of dying my hair brown. I want a change. I love being blonde, but it gets boring. And it's quite annoying to get up. But it's my junior year in high school, I want this to be better than the last two years because frankly they were a waste of my time. But I think I would like to try being a brunette. I still don't know yet though. feed back please.
I'm just in a bad mood, its a mix of loneliness, sickness, and tiredness. Which I hate. I dislike being in a bad mood. Maybe it's end of summer crash. I only have two more days. What happened to my summer? It was such a waste. I basically regret most things I did this summer. Bascially my summer sucked. Actually, most things suck. I have been constantly getting into fights with my mother. I don't want to go back to that. I hate fighting, but everything just turns into an arguement. We just don't mesh well together. Even she thinks that, she thinks that she is not the right person to be my mother. In a way that hurts but I also agree with it. I need a mother who is more trusting of my actions, who doesn't think I'm such a "risk taker". Which i am not. I am not a risk taker. I would never do anything if I was going to get caught. That is definately not a risk taker. The whole issue just angers me.
I have to be getting to bed. I haven't stayed up this late in a while, which is actually quite pathetic since it is only 10:38. I am such a loser.
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[01 Sep 2005|05:58pm] |
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So i totally finished like 2/3 of my book. go me. my mother keeps bothering me about it. grr i really do hate the bitch at times.
Anyways, so jaclyn apologized for the whole "situation" yesterday. well better late then never right. I don't know what's going to happen though, its just never going to be like it was. It can't possiblely, that's being too forgiving. I guess I'm just being a bitch about the whole thing because I did get in trouble for not doing anything, just being there. great right. i love parents.
Aaron and Sam are dating. The works of moi. Damn, i am good. Too bad I can never find a good guy for myself. ha ha. As Kim puts it, we are way superficial and will always be lonely until we decide to change. I doubt that's going to happen. Its really not my fault that i don't like guys unless they are cute, i'm just not attracted to them. Ohh gosh, i'm such a bitch.
I've spent the last two hours watching Roswell. I have decided that I really want a relationship like Liz and Max had the first season, until the future Max comes to the present and makes Liz makes the present day Max fall out of love with her by pretending to sleep with Kyle. But before that they were just sooo cute and sooo in love. Seriously that episode made me bawl. You guys have no clue what i am talking about, oh my god, i am turning into one of those crazy television watching freaks. oh my god. i think i should die. not really. i just really like to show and am too stupid to not tell anyone about it. ohh gosh. But no, it was really cute, like seriously, he did such cute things for her like make a lamp post become a disco ball and dance with her under it. See isn't that just cute. I need me a boyfriend with super powers. seriously i am such a freak.
Haaa so on like Sunday Kirk called me and confessed his love to me while he was high out of his mind with his hott friend who also loves me because apparently Kirk talks about me alot. This made me laugh really hard. But i don't mind it what so ever. Kirk is a cutie. mwah ha ha ha.
I really need to find a hobby. I seem to have way too much time on my hands, yet in reality I don't. Maybe i am going crazy and loosing all sense of time. OH MY GOD!!!
Ok i'm leaving now. I have bored you enough with my ranting. good bye.
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So Aaron is up from philly visiting the Samantha and I. they bought me a cute bracelet for setting them up. Oh what matchmaking skills i have. They are cute. We spent the whole day sitting on my couch talking, it was silly.
Last night we went to dinner with Matt, Mike, and Kim. We got 4 plates of Elkin wings and 3 Pizzas we are such fatties. then Aaron, Kim, Johnny D., Sam and I went to sportsworld. It was silly. We played lasertron. sillyness. And then when we were leaving one guy that worked there took a picture of my ass on his cell phone and then went and showed his friends. And his friends were all laughing at him because i noticed him doing it and was flipping out. it was just really funny. ha ha ha ha. ohh what a night.
Soooo i'm so glad school doesn't start tomorrow. I still have time to do my summer reading. ohhh gosh.
Ok, i'm going to get back to watching Roswell because i am obsessed and in love with the boys on the show. because if i have no one to kiss i can watch them kiss on tv. damn i am soo lame. mwah ha ha. silly.
ok bye now.
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Last night was like so retarded in a good way. I went to church to help serve ice cream because Christina said she would be doing it also. Christina didn't show up. So I hung out with Mary, Meghan, and Allison and scooped ice cream. Then we sat and chatted with Mr. and Mrs. Goodwin. Then we sat in the hallways and I chatted with Nicole and Vanessa about highlands since Nicole will be a freshman there this year. I told her what not to do. it was fun. I got to chat with Mrs. Goodwin about some fun stuff. Then i hitched a ride home with them and their son Jonathan drove. He didn't do so bad. ha ha ha it was fun except that Christina didn't show up.
Actually She hasn't called me, asked me to hang out, imed me, in like 2 weeks. Which is not cool. I'm not just a friend you can randomly have when you need someone to talk to, that's not fair to me. Plus she's now dating a big black man which the last time she did that she got grounded for 6 months. So she's retarded!
I'm done rambling byeeee
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Its now later... here is the rest...
:x: Hawaii?: Yes
:x: China?: Don't plan on it
:x: Canada?: Yeaa gotta love canadians
:x: Europe?: Yupp Italy baby
:x: what time is it now?: 8:21 am.
:x: apples or bananas?: Apples
:x: blue or red?: Blue
:x: walmart or target?: WALMART
:x: spring or fall?: fall
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: go to field hockey
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: dinner last night
:x: are you bored?: Yeah
:x: last noise you heard?: crickets
:x: last smell you sniffed?: my dad
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: couple of weeks ago
friendship/love…
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: No
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: 17!!!
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: trust
random stuff…
:x: criminal record?: Don't think so...
:x: do you speak any other languages?: uh retardedly
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: uhhh clothes. bed. pictures. pot poster. stuff like that
:x: piercings and where?: 3 in each ear
:x: worst feeling in the world?: getting your heart broken when you knew it would never work in the first place
:x: whom you love: all my friends
your…
:x: nickname(s): Liz, Lizley, Jewbie, Lizful, Pookie, Booboo, LiLi, Silly Lilly and others.
:x: initials: EMB
:x: how old do yo look?: Um... 18 with slutty outfit and make up ha ha
:x: how old do you act?: um... 16 i guess
:x: glasses/contacts?: Contacts
:x: braces: don't have them anymore. thank goodness
:x: do you have any pets?: Dog, Cat, Fish, Bird, Guinea Pig
:x: you get embarrassed?: not really. just live with it.
:x: what upsets you?: when people do stupid things that effect you.
What have you done....
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) crashed ur own car
( ) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) been fired
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up in a bar
(x) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from MYSPACE
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
( ) made out with someone upside down
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
( ) robbed someoone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) had prescription glasses
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed til some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) kissed in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party and took there tap
( ) Have Traveled more than 5 days with a car full of People
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class/ in the hallway
( ) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
( ) f***ed in a park
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(x) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
(x) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken fight
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x)cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
Ok, so last night the tea party was really silly. i had like 45 sugar cubes so i went insane. it was great. everyone dressed up and whatnot, it was just lots of fun. plus i got to hang out with Stacey and Jen who i haven't seen in like forever.
Kirk called me. yay. he's really awesome, he's like one of the only guys i know who will just sit on the phone and gossip with you about random things and like you can tell him anything and not feel stupid about it. its really nice to have someone like that to talk to.
Oh so Tim has a girlfriend. Who i know. Its funny because everyone who has told me expects me to be really super upset about it. What is there to get upset about? It was just a summer hook up, its not like i expected him to be my boyfriend or whatever since durr he lives in florida and that would just never work out. but like its crazy how everyone thinks that i would like cry over it and whatnot. seriously, i just think its funny.
I'm only 1 chapter into my summer reading. That's really not good. I'm going to die. ha ha.
I just got home from cruising with Lena, she picked me up from field hockey. That's always soo much fun. We just drive in circles and talk about randomness. its awesome. i love her.
my tummy hurts. i think its from all that sugar. I'M GOING TO DIE!!!
I'm going to go and watch Roswell with Katie and Elise because we are obsessed and since there is no romance in my life i'll watch it go on with aliens. ha ha my life sucks.
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Lets see... PSAT class sucks, field hockey kinda sucks, my friends don't suck. we had a tea party last night it was really super silly. Ohh um. i need to do my summer reading, i think i will actually start that soon. Kirk finally called me. i thought he died. I miss my bffer. anyways i'm bored and waiting for Kim to pick me up for some more field hockey. i'll have a more detailed update later, i'm just not in the mood right now.
you…
:x: have a crush on someone: at the moment no.
:x: wish you could live somewhere else: You could say that.
:x: believe in online dating: No, that's only for complete rejects who can't get a date by themselves.
:x: think others find you attractive: i've been told so, so i guess. frankly i don't really care
:x: want more piercings: soo bad. ha.
:x: like cleaning: yeaah, i actually did the dishes 3 times yesterday.
:x: like roller coasters: i love them.
:x: write in cursive or print: print, i have little boy hand writting
:x: last talked to: Lena
:x: last thought of: my mind is actually kinda empty at the moment.
:x: last showered: last night
:x: last cut your nails: i don't cut my nails.
:x: last did laundry: thanks for reminding me, i really need to get a jump on that.
:x: last hugged a tree: hmm... a couple weeks ago maybe. you know me, that's the only action i can get. just kidding.
:x: last watched anime: never ever
for or against…
:x: long distant relationships: Eww.
:x: killing people: that's bad
:x: teenage smoking: if you want to do it, go for it.
:x: driving drunk: that's not good either.
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: if it makes them happy
:x: soap operas: um... i guess they keep some people entertained.
have you…
:x: ever cried over a boy/girl: yes, i'm quite pathetic
:x: ever been arrested: nopes
:x: ever had a friend die: no, thank god
:x: ever dated a cousin: um.... GROSS... but my grandma wants me to marry my cousin (ew)
:x: ever used a gun: no, not that i know of
:x: ever frenched kiss: Mhmmm
:x: ever finished a puzzle: No, i'm puzzle retarded
:x: ever got surgery: nopes
:x: ever got beat up: nopes
:x: ever hated someone: the story of my life
:x: ever made a huge mistake: many
:x: ever tried any drugs: yeaah
:x: ever jogged a mile: yesterday actually a mile and a half. go me.
:x: ever played w/ someone’s feelings: ha ha guilty
:x: ever had feelings for someone young: Ew. sorry i do not and will never go for someone younger
what…
:x: shoes do you wear: naked feet!
:x: are you scared of: getting into trouble and not being allowed out
:x: do you sleep in: undies and a tank
:x: did you eat for lunch: its breakfast time so nothing
number…
:x: of times I have had my heart broken?: um... 3 maybe 4.
:x: of hearts I have broken?: um... idk... more than 4
:x: of girls I have kissed?: uh... 5? drunkness at its best
:x: of boys I have kissed?: um... like 15
:x: of guys you've rejected?: a bunch
:x: of drugs you've taken: 1
:x: of accidents you been in: 0
:x: of people you lead on?: hmmm i can't count
:x: of people you broke up with?: 3.
do you think you are…
:x: pretty: At times
:x: funny: i crack myself up all the time
:x: hot: um...i guess
:x: friendly: Very
:x: ugly: only on those really sucky days
:x: loveable: very much so
:x: caring: sometimes
:x: dorky: ha oh yes
:x: cocky: um... no
:x: girly: not really
:x: boyish: not really
:x: smart: ha. i'm school smart. not reality smart.
:x: pimp: oh majorly
:x: angel: my halo is being held by my horns
:x: gangster: MOST DEF!
favorite…
:x: five letter word: PENIS!!!
:x: comedian: hmmm.... i'd have to think that over a bit
:x: candy: Pixie Stix!!!!!
:x: cartoon: i don't watch cartoons
:x: cereal: Honey Bunches of Oats
:x: chewing gum: Orbit
:x: day of week: saturday
:x: least fave day: Monday
:x: jello flavor: the blue kind
:x: summer/winter: Summer
:x: trampolines or swimming pools: swimming pools
person who last…
:x: kissed: Um... hmm... just kissed would be Mike... hooked up with was Cav
:x: slept in your bed: Me
:x: saw you cry: uhhh my mom?
:x: made you cry: uhhh my mom?
:x: you went to the movies with: Veronica, James, Cav, and Nickel
:x: yelled at you: My mom?
:x: sent you an email: My grandma... ROCK ON!
have you ever…
:x: said "i love you" and meant it?: No, you don't say it unless you mean it.
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas?: Of course!
:x: kept a secret from everyone?: All the time
:x: cried during a movie?: yeahh. the notebook oh my god.
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block?: hmm.... i always own the new kids... i actually own everyone!!! mwah ha ha!
:x: planned your week based on the TV Guide?: Uhh no
:x: been on stage?: Mhmmm
:x: been to New York?: Durr i live like 30 minutes away
:x: been to California?: Yes
:x: been to Florida?: Yup... guys i miss the florida trip</3
:x: Hawaii?: Yes
:x: China?: Don't plan on it
:x: Canada?: Yeaa gotta love canadians
:x: Europe?: Yupp Italy baby
:x: what time is it now?: 8:21 am.
:x: apples or bananas?: Apples
:x: blue or red?: Blue
:x: walmart or target?: WALMART
:x: spring or fall?: fall
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this?: go to field hockey
:x: what was the last meal you ate?: dinner last night
:x: are you bored?: Yeah
:x: last noise you heard?: crickets
:x: last smell you sniffed?: my dad
:x: last time you went out of state/province?: couple of weeks ago
friendship/love…
:x: do you believe in love at first sight?: No
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many?: 17!!!
:x: most important thing to you in a friendship is?: trust
random stuff…
:x: criminal record?: Don't think so...
:x: do you speak any other languages?: uh retardedly
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: uhhh clothes. bed. pictures. pot poster. stuff like that
:x: piercings and where?: 3 in each ear
:x: worst feeling in the world?: getting your heart broken when you knew it would never work in the first place
:x: whom you love: all my friends
I WILL FINISH LATERRRR...
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Copy this, and then take out my X's and fill them in with the appropriate response according to you. Then leave it as a comment =)
You are
[ ] really short under 5'2
[x] 5'2 -5'6"
[ ] 5'7'' more medium then short
[ ] in between 5'7" - 6'
[ ] tall 6'1 +
[x] blonde
[ ] redhead
[ ] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde/brownish
[ ] black
[ ] AT the MOMENT
[ ] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[x] hazel eyed
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[ ] glasses
[x] contacts
[ ] short hair
[ ] med.
[x] long hair
Your nationality includes...
[ ] chinese
[ ] taiwanese
[ ] japanese
[ ] hispanic
[ ] cuban
[ ] nicoya
[ ] puerto rican
[ ] chicana
[ ] italian
[ ] lebanese
[x] scottish
[ ] filipino
[ ] armenian
[ ] dutch
[ ] french
[ ] german
[ ] irish
[ ] greek
[ ] portuguese
[ ] polish
[x] english
[ ] korean
[ ] jamacian
[ ] Canadian
[ ] lithuanian
[ ] native american
[ ] indian
[ ] russian
[x] swedish
[ ] african
[ ] peruvian
[ ] hungarian
[ ] thai
[ ] czech-slovakian
[ ] romanian
[ ] finnish
[ ] egyptian
[ ] welsh
[ ] norweigian
[ ] croation
[ ] austrian
[ ] persian
[ ] german
[ ] don't know
[ ] other
Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[x] pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[x] green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[ ] silver
[ ] purple
[ ] brown
[ ] orange
[ ] clear
Some sports/physical things you have done?
[x] soccer
[x] cheerleading
[x] dancing
[ ] lacrosse
[x] field hockey
[ ]hockey
[ ] football
[x] softball
[x] ice skating
[ ] wrestling
[x] gymnastics
[ ] track/cross country
[x] basketball
[ ] baseball
[ ] golf
[x] playing music
[x] hiking
[ ] kayaking
[x] camping
[x] horseback riding
[x] tennis
[x] volleyball
[x] archery
[ ] martial arts
[ ] rugby
[x] frisby golf
[ ] surfing
[ ] motocross
[ ] bmx
[ ] wakeboarding
[ ] snowboarding
[ ] boxing
[ ] paintballing
Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[ ] shy
[x] funny
[ ] serious
[x] bubbly
[x] spazzy
[x] fun loving
[x] laid back
[ ] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[x] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[ ] slow
The music you like is? -
[x] classic rock
[x] rap
[x] alternative rock
[x] rock
[x] pop
[ ] country
[x] r&b
[ ] slow jams
[ ] christian
[ ] classical
[ ] techno
[ ] oldies
[x] punk
[ ] metal
[x] reggae
[x] emo
[x] screamo
[ ] latin
[ ] hardcore
[ ] noise
[ ] ska
[x] 80's
[ ] reggaeton
[x] dancehall
[x] hip hop
The pets you have had?
[x] cat
[x] dog
[ ] lizard
[ ] rat
[ ] ferret
[ ] rabbit
[x] fish
[ ] ducks
[ ] chickens
[ ] rooster
[ ] horse
[x] bird
[ ] frog
[x] hermit crab
[ ] prarie dog
[ ] none
[ ] turtle
[x] hamster
[ ] snake
[ ] gerbil
[x] guinea pig
[ ] goats
[ ] chinchilla
[ ] tarantula
[x] squirrel
[ ] grasshopper
[ ] turkey
[ ] geese
[ ] another human
Clothes you like to wear are?
[x] plain tshirts
[x] hoodies
[x] sneakers
[x] jeans
[x] flip-flops
[x] sweatpants
[x] hats
[x] skirts
Clothing Brands you like?
[x] American Eagle
[x] Hollister
[ ] Abercrombie & Fitch
[ ] Target
[ ] Wal-mart
[ ] Wet Seal
[ ] Billabong
[ ] O'neil
[x] PacSun
[ ] Aeropostale
[x] Hot Topic
[ ] Guess
[ ] anchor blue
[ ] echo
[ ] roca wear
Shoe Brands?
[x] Nike
[ ] Adidas
[ ] K Swiss
[x] Steve Madden
[x] Vans
[ ]Etnies
[ ] Axis
[x] Converse
[ ] Bakers
[ ] Reebok
States I have been to.
[ ] Alabama
[x] Alaska
[x] Arizona
[ ] Arkansas
[x] California
[x] Colorado
[x] Connecticut
[x] Delaware
[x] Florida
[x] Georgia
[x] Hawaii
[ ] Idaho
[x] Illinois
[ ] Indiana
[ ] Iowa
[ ] Kansas
[ ] Kentucky
[x] Louisianna
[x] Maine
[x] Maryland
[x] Massachusetts
[ ] Michigan
[ ] Minnesota
[ ] Mississippi
[ ] Missouri
[ ] Montana
[ ] Nebraska
[x] Nevada
[x] New Hampshire
[x] New Jersey
[ ] New Mexico
[x] New York
[x] North Carolina
[ ] North Dakota
[ ] Ohio
[x] Oklahoma
[x] Oregon
[x] Pennsylvania
[x] Rhode Island
[x] South Carolina
[ ] South Dakota
[x] Tennessee
[x] Texas
[ ] Utah
[x] Vermont
[x] Virginia
[x] Washington
[x] West Virginia
[ ] Wisconsin
[ ] Wyoming
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[22 Aug 2005|04:05pm] |
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sooo that psat class this morning, kinda a waste of time. just sat there for an hour and answered the questions. i could do that at home. so stupid.
so afterwards i got to see mike, kate b, matt, nick, brent, aka my lovers who i haven't seen like all summer. it was really nice. i miss everybody. lots.
so then at field hockey i had to play goalie yet again. i fucking hate it. karisa is going to start so why the fuck do i have to practice if i am only going to play when she sucks. like i wouldn't mind if it wasn't so damn hot out. but it is. and i got sunburnt because i forgot to put on damn sunscreen this morning because i was rushed out of the house. goddamnit!!!!
sooo then i went and woke ronnie up from his nap on a picnic table. i haven't seen him all summer either. i never see anyone ha ha. then kim, jaclyn (:-/) and i went to 7/11 and got slurpees. so wonderful. then when i got home i ran in the shower and then fell asleep for about an hour. lovely. now i'm up.
tomorrow we're having a tea party. ha ha. we're all dressing up like old ladies. gloves, big hats, and all. its gonna be fun. we're all baking something, i don't know what i'm making yet. but it will be good ha ha ha. yeaah.
so i'm out cause i have nothing left to say.
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field hockey is fucking hell. i am so sore. why didn't i work out during the summer.... i am going to die today... this sucks!!!
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[19 Aug 2005|04:10pm] |
I'm bored and trying to calm myself before field hockey try outs tomorrow because i'm going to suck because i haven't run since softball season where i kinda walked ha ha ha. i'm soo lazy. and i'm fucked.
i've kissed someone...
[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[ ] in my room.
[ ] in their room.
[x] of the same sex.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[ ] younger than me.
[x] older than me.
[x] with jet black hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] with blonde hair & green eyes.
[ ] with flaming red hair.
[x] with straight hair
[ ] smaller/shorter than me.
[x] bigger/taller than me.
[ ] with a lip ring.
[x] who I had just met.
[x] who was homosexual.
[x] who I didn't really want to kiss.
[x] on a holiday.
[x] who was going out with someone close to me.
[x] who was my good friend's brother or sister.
[ ] who had been/is in jail.
[ ] in a graveyard.
[x] in a show/concert.
[x] on the beach.
[x] a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
[x] was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
[x] with dyed hair.
[ ] with a shaved head.
[x] who was/is my good friend.
[ ] who was/is in a band.
[x] who has tattoos.
[x] who is of a completely different race than me.
[ ] in the rain.
[ ] in another continent besides where I was born.
[ ] with an accent.
[ ] with an std.
[ ] on a boat.
[x] in a car/taxi/bus.
[ ] on a plane.
[ ] at the circus/carnival.
[ ] with a missing body part.
[x] in the movies.
[x] eskimo style.
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i don't remember | | recieved an anonymous love letter | noo... i wish | | had to wear something you hated | haa yeah | | been to a luau | yes i think | | say your ex and wanted to kick his ass | um all the time | | cursed in front of your parents | never, i would get killed | | been in a commerical on tv | nopess | | watched a movie that made you miss your ex | yeaaah | | been out of the country | yes | | been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk | ew... yes... i can't even walk through waldwick because its soo bad | | won at pool | no i totally suck | | went to a party where you were the ony sober one | yesssums | | went on a diet | uh huh. cabbage soup baby | | been lost out to sea | no thank goodness | | cheated on your bf | nopes | | been cheated on | yes | | tanned topless | yes | | been attacked by seagulls | ha ha ha no | | been searched in an airport | no thank goodness | | been on a plane | yes i love planes | | been pants-ed | nope | | thown a shoe at someone | ha ha ha yeaaah | | broke someone's heart | yeah, kinda a bad habit | | sung in the shower | every time i shower. its like my life. | | bought something way too expensive | hmm... don't think so | | done something really stupid that you still laugh about | all the time. i do stupid shit like its my job | | been walked in on when you were dressing | nopes | | ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie | no i love to be scared | | been kicked out of the mall | nope | | ben mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back | yes. i have a big mouth | | been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one | i've never gotten detention | | done something stupid when you were drunk | ha ha ha ha ohh yeah | | fell off your roof | no, and i don't plan on it | | pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone | ha ha ha yeaaah it works well | | had a deer jump in fron of your car | noo | | threated someone witha water gun | no | | Can you.... | | Unwrap a starburst with your tounge | ohh yeah | | sing | well too | | open your eyes underwater | noo i'm like retarded | | eat whatever you want and not have to worry | yeah i guess | | ice skate | uh huhhhh | | sing in front of a crowd | of people i don't know, yes | | whistle | retardedly | | be a bitch at times | ohhh majorly | | do thirty pull ups | ohh no | | walkin in really high heals | its like my only talent | | eat super spicy foods | uhh huh | | skateboard | nope. i'm scared i'll fall on my ass | | sleep with the lights on | nope i need dark. | | mulititask | ohh yeaah | | touch your nose with your tounge | no. god damnit! | | fall asleep easily in the car | eh, it depends | | do the cotton eye joe | double time baby | | play ddr and not fall | i'm soo retarded at ddr. | | surf | nope never tried. | | fit in your locker | yes i can... oh god. | | do a split | nooo ha ha ha i wish | | taste the difference between pepsi and coke | ewww i hate pepsi and coke! | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to Bzoink |
wow!!! that was just sooo much fun. its like 5 o clock already... wowsers. enjoy.
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| I'm gonna make make make you scream... make you scream... MAKE MAKE YOU SCREAM! |
[13 Aug 2005|06:43pm] |
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So Italy was alright. It was just very long. And i kept getting sick, which sucked. And there were no hot boys. But besides that, it was pretty fun. Oh and Italy is beautiful. so it was fun.
Um...... so I got home yesterday and went to bed at like 5 ha ha ha. So i woke up at like 4 this morning and have been up ever since. I watched some interesting movies and learned that nothing good is on early in the morning, which sucks also. Then i attempted to tan, but that didnt really work since clouds kept covering the sun every couple minutes. Then Samantha came over. We went and got movies and pizza and elkin wings. It was a fun day. Oh and Sam is a pot tree that never gets smoked. and apparently my boobs got bigger. ha ha ha ha.
So tomorrow i start up the cabbage soup diet again. I have no clue why but i love it. it makes me feel super healthy, in a weird way. Plus i can loose a good 10 pounds and keep it off because field hockey starts next week. Along with PSAT classes, which means i will have no life. which majorly sucks balls. but whatever.
I'm getting really sleepy... but i have to stay up or face another early morning tv watching spree, which was very boring. but i'm really considering going to bed. i have to wake up for church anyways. yeah i think i'm going to go to bed. good night.
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| I'll be your number one with a bullet... loaded gun complex... cock it and pull it |
[25 Jun 2005|12:09pm] |
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Sooooo i'm done with finals... oh yay!
Yesterday was really fun. Jackie came over and we watched the Notebook. We were both crying our eyes out! it was really funny.
Last night was Diana's party. It was really really fun. First sober sweet 16. go me! ha ha ha. Oh and I finally got to wear my cherry dress that's been sitting in my closet for 2 years.
My mom has been so bitchy towards me lately. We've been getting into the stupidest agruement because she's just in a really sucky mood and i can't stand it. She also hates my friends, which is stupid, and blames the least likely person to drink, of bringing alcohol into the house. When it was one of her favorites who brought it. So gay! grrr i can't stand her.
So i'm going to see a movie with Kim and Sam. Should be a bit interesting. I haven't really hung out with them except the exeption of sweet 16s in a while. idk. Its kinda just difficult to make plans with them because they don't live close and i'm always hanging out with Jackie (which I happen to love) lol. Yea, so its gonna be interesting.
Bananas and milk for me today. fucking hardest day of the diet. but i'll do fine. i broke down and ate cake yesterday. i'm ashamed of myself. lol.
Ok, i have to go now. lovely speaking with you all.
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[23 Jun 2005|06:40am] |
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i'm scared for my finals... yea, i'm scared. or nervous... same thing.
ok i have to go eat some soup. bye now.
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| We're not gonna take it anymore.... |
[22 Jun 2005|07:05am] |
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For serious! I'm going to shoot someone.
Reasons why I don't have the time to waste my time talking shit about you
1. I have finals to study for, I actually care about my future and how well I do.
2. I am not going to sink to your level of making shit up to make myself look better.
3. I keep my opinions to myself.
4. I have other things to talk about which are more interesting then talking about you.
5. I dislike you strongly and if I shared that with anyone, you'd find out and then you'd cry because you cry over everything.
6. Its stupid, apathy is the best way to go about things, you still care if your angry and talk shit.
7. I have a life, which doesn't revolve around my boyfriend or my "friends".
Seriously, why does she have to talk shit. There is no need for it. I don't bring her up in conversations and making shit up about her just so people don't like her. Why does she have to do that to me? Its quite stupid. I don't see why she needs me anyway. She has her boyfriend, which she can't go without texting for 2 minutes. She has her other friend, which is basically her twin, so they are perfect for one another. She needs to just leave me the fuck alone and stop pretending that she likes me. I actually ignore her, until she talk to me because frankly, there is no conversation worth having with this girl. The only conversations we have is "I'm feeling sick (feel bad for me)," "gosh i'm so excited for this party (in which i don't do anything i sit there and text my boyfriend)," "I bought this great new gucci purse (i'm a spoiled princess)"... and frankly I COULDN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU!
i feel better. i just don't like when people talk about me and pretend that they don't. see i'm and evil person, and i know i'm evil. She's just sneaky about it. I don't like sneaky people. Oh bitch your going down. that's all i have to say.
So i have the day off. yea, random topic change. I'm very excited, i'm going to tan, study, and jackie is coming over. she came over yesterday too and then i went to her house to "study" ha ha. we played video games. What a wonderful life. lol.
i'm going to go now, hope you enjoyed my rant of the day.
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[21 Jun 2005|08:19am] |
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So school is almost over! yay!
Yesterday was fun. We peaced out and went to Mike's for a barbeque ha ha ha.
I cheated on my diet, but that's ok, i still have a week of doing it, so no worries!
I have no school today, but it blows because i have to go to my grandparents, i mean, that's cool cause then i don't really have to study, because i don't have finals tomorrow anyway, but it just sucks, i hate driving places. whatever.
So i'm baking a cake at 8 in the morning. yea i'm cool. lol
um... i don't really know what else to say. Have a good day off lovers!
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[16 Jun 2005|07:53pm] |
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I am totally fed up. You call me your friend, talk shit about me, say i'm faking my stomach problems, and all this shit. that is real nice. I can't deal with her anymore, i can't! i'm done. I've made the move not to hang out with her out of school anymore. She doesn't really need me anymore, i mean, she's got her boyfriend, which, when you hang out with her your technically hanging out with him because all she ever does is text time and completely ignores your presence and then goes "my parents want me home" and leaves. That's so shitty. I'm sick of it. She's not even upset i barely talk to her anymore, she's upset at the fact that our other friend and I have become so close. How gay is that? This when has this been a competition of whom our other friend likes best. Oh and to cry over the fact that she doesn't hang out with this other person is completely obsurd. She just needs to be the center of attention, by lying, making things up, or having you feel sorry for her. AHHHHH i really am going to go crazy.
Sorry if i just seem to complain a lot, but i have a lot on my mind and I can't really express them anywhere else or to other people. None of my close friends use livejournal anymore, so it's perfect.
So i have an appointment with a doctor on saturday and another doctor on friday. i don't like this, i really dont like feeling sick all the time. I really don't want to be another Jen, she's soo comsumed in what's wrong with herself and i feel really bad for her. I really hope its nothing serious. gah, i'm scared.
yea, that's all. bye now
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